The end of it all

My paper finished today with somewhat of an unsatisfactory bang.
Its the end of the semester as i know it.
I should be happy.
But im not quite as happy as i should be.
I bought my guitar today.
I should be happy.
But im not quite as happy as i should be.
I had dinner with alvy today.
I should be happy.
But im not quite as happy as i should be.
Somethings wrong somewhere.
I should think about it.
Maybe it takes time for reality to sink in.