Saturday, June 23, 2007

Yet another personality test

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

from
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

courtesy of jack jack and kw.

How true it is? I don't really see anything i don't know already. Do i really know myself that well? Probably. I mean, im the person thats spent the most time with me. =)

Monday, June 11, 2007

Dirges in the Dark

A long, long time ago...
I can still remember
How that music used to make me smile.
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And, maybe, they’d be happy for a while.

But february made me shiver
With every paper I’d deliver.
Bad news on the doorstep;
I couldn’t take one more step.

I can’t remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride,
But something touched me deep inside
The day the music died.

So bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Did you write the book of love,
And do you have faith in God above,
If the Bible tells you so?
Do you believe in rock ’n roll,
Can music save your mortal soul,
And can you teach me how to dance real slow?

Well, I know that you’re in love with him
`cause I saw you dancin’ in the gym.
You both kicked off your shoes.
Man, I dig those rhythm and blues.

I was a lonely teenage broncin’ buck
With a pink carnation and a pickup truck,
But I knew I was out of luck
The day the music died.

I started singin’,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Now for ten years we’ve been on our own
And moss grows fat on a rollin’ stone,
But that’s not how it used to be.
When the jester sang for the king and queen,
In a coat he borrowed from james dean
And a voice that came from you and me,

Oh, and while the king was looking down,
The jester stole his thorny crown.
The courtroom was adjourned;
No verdict was returned.
And while lennon read a book of marx,
The quartet practiced in the park,
And we sang dirges in the dark
The day the music died.

We were singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Helter skelter in a summer swelter.
The birds flew off with a fallout shelter,
Eight miles high and falling fast.
It landed foul on the grass.
The players tried for a forward pass,
With the jester on the sidelines in a cast.

Now the half-time air was sweet perfume
While the sergeants played a marching tune.
We all got up to dance,
Oh, but we never got the chance!
`cause the players tried to take the field;
The marching band refused to yield.
Do you recall what was revealed
The day the music died?

We started singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Oh, and there we were all in one place,
A generation lost in space
With no time left to start again.
So come on: jack be nimble, jack be quick!
Jack flash sat on a candlestick
Cause fire is the devil’s only friend.

Oh, and as I watched him on the stage
My hands were clenched in fists of rage.
No angel born in hell
Could break that satan’s spell.
And as the flames climbed high into the night
To light the sacrificial rite,
I saw satan laughing with delight
The day the music died

He was singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

I met a girl who sang the blues
And I asked her for some happy news,
But she just smiled and turned away.
I went down to the sacred store
Where I’d heard the music years before,
But the man there said the music wouldn’t play.

And in the streets: the children screamed,
The lovers cried, and the poets dreamed.
But not a word was spoken;
The church bells all were broken.
And the three men I admire most:
The father, son, and the holy ghost,
They caught the last train for the coast
The day the music died.

And they were singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

They were singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die."

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Insomnia Sucks

And i hate this special brand of insomnia where you hover just between tiredness and complete awareness of your surroundings. Where you're yawning and are completely awake at the same time. Grrrrrr. I just heard the newspaper guy throw in the morning papers. Maybe later i shall do my ex-GP teacher proud and go read the latest headlines. Trouble in Iraq. Singaporeans complaining. US throwing its weight around again. Some Hollywood star did something stupid and people are laughing or complaining about it. Doesn't take a genius to figure out the news nowadays.

I think my current awareness stems from the accidental consumption of a overly potent brew of coffee. All coffee lovers beware - the Starbucks Java Chip Frappucino is a KILLER. Its the equivalent of Kopi-Choc-GAO, peng. Whoah. Guaranteed instant awareness. How good is it? I took half a venti frap at 2pm this afternoon. 5am today? woah, guess which bastard's still awake... Like i said, beware. It doesnt help that i've starved myself of coffee recently, to lower my immunity. I think its the lowered immunity that contributed to the current state of hyper-awareness.

Or maybe the weather isn't quite fantastic. Its either pouring or fricking burning. I've got so much phlegm i feel like i could do the exorcist thing. Maybe i could be the next spiderman villian, phlegman! My superpower? I give people TB. Hrmm. Maybe i already have that superpower. My cough, which some of you know, has been with me for 3 months, is guess what? STILL HERE. Spooky ain't it.

Doesn't help that I have a black knight sitting outside my door, just raving to go. I swear, its a beauty. I hope i learn to treasure these little things in life. I have a fear that someday i'll just wake up and take my life for granted, and turn out to be one of those snotty little brats that i absolutely hate. At least i try to keep good friends. If friends are a reflection of your personality, maybe by choosing the right friends you can choose your personality? Fallacitical logic, but rational in a certain light. Much like how in club lighting all girls look pretty.(-ier)

Maybe sleep tonight will not be an option for me. Its barely a few hours more before daybreak anyway. I should try to catch sunrise, god knows how long it has been since i've seen that.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Isn't it amazing how so many ideas can come to you in the shower, but the moment you step out they leave the vicinity of your mind?

Sometimes i scare myself. The more of my objectives i fulfill, the less i feel motivated to move ahead and go for more. Fulfillment breeds complacency and builds inertia. I'm definitely not the same person i was 4 years ago. And that frightens me. How far will i let myself slide down the path of self-doubt and the vicious cycle of negativity. I'm told im a darker person on the blog than i am in real life. Maybe this is the voice of my insecurities.

Daily Fortune - "Insecurity is your biggest hurdle"

How true.

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Is it such a useless thing to keep your pride?