God and Prayers

Today was a stellar turnout. There were like, 8 out of the 12 there. Thats like, mega-double-ultra-whooptididoo attendence. I was pleasantly suprised. For once. The designer came down too. Things move a lot better with his guidance. The girls came down too. First time i saw all three of them together for a while. Managed to get the requirements communicated. Got to talk to the heads of productions too. Very productive night. But still not enough. It looks like my school weekends will be eaten up as well.

Well fuck that, at least things are moving.


Had a comment on my men-management earlier. Good point made, that there were a lot of people using eye power while the rest work. I should have noticed. But,
1. A lot of people was a rarity. In fact, its the first time its happened.
2. They had different jobs earlier. All were occupied in the 2 hours before u came. Now because things headed to a crux, so not all can work.
3. I did ask them for their IHG timetable, and planned for when they are free. Why do u think we're working evenings only? Would a shift system be better? No. Not everyone has the same timetable. If we work in group based shifts, NOTHING will get done because no group can get together more than 2-3 times a week. I rather keep it free and easy and get individuals down.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

Lets hope the trend of more people rather than less continues. Points will be allocated based on attendance.

On a brighter side, went to Malaysia today with my driving instructor and Guoyi. Had fun driving a manual car for the first time after my test. Looks like i still could handle a manual. with a few occasional stalls of course, but nothing to worry about. Got a better idea of how to travel around Johor already. Should go with my mom next time to drive her around.

Fuck you ----------------- (name hidden for my protection)

I want to shout at you, scream the entire hall out, and scold you until your ears bleed.
I want to curse and swear at all of you, for successfully wasting my december holidays.
I want to take you, and slowly carve out a pound of flesh for every dollar in my december phone bill with a dull knife.
I want to hang you upside down by your scrotum and watch you write in pain in a lonely street, waiting for others who can help you to arrive at a meeting which was set 2 hours ago, but nobody turned up.
I want to tell you that you are the reason that we are languishing, that we cannot improve, because you lack discipline, dedication, and responsibility.
I want to walk back to my hall room, call a taxi, pack my things, and leave within the hour with a notice that i will NEVER come back. And good luck trying to fill the hole i left.

Why? Simple. because you are an ASSHOLE. and you will always be one in my eyes. And the combined powers of shit you all create have collectively undermined my faith in hall life and my passion for hall.

who are you?
I dunno. I lost count of the number of people who fill this description.

I am (-----) this close from walking out. Pray that my tolerance increases over the next few days. This new year does not promise to be good.

First personality test of the year

My Personality

Neuroticism	47
Extraversion	61
Openness To Experience	51
Agreeableness	80
Conscientiousness	90

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new blogger? cool. maybe its time to update the template.

Virgo
The good news is that you will have a very relaxing, enjoyable day. The bad news is that this day can't last forever -- and that you won't get a lot of work done today. As long as you resign yourself to an unproductive day, you will be able to lay down any burdens you've put on yourself. Admit to yourself and to the powers that be that no headway will be made today. Chances are, this little delay in the schedule won't cause anyone too much stress.

Its already wrong because its not relaxing nor enjoyable. Well, half a day more to find out if anything improves.

Wow. I guess i really am an average student.

Just something i saw the other day.

If Singapore ever goes into space exploration, i wonder who would be our spokespeople.
I can just imagine Lee Hsien Loong, appearing to an alien race....
"We are Singaporean, we mean you no harm"

a beautiful wind blows
the cleansing drops fall
the beat of minute hammers
a moaning voice calls
out from the skies above
de-inking dusty stains
life drips onwards from the skies
outside it rains again

If only life was always this fun.
There is something thats bugging me and its pissing me off to the point that i can't truly enjoy myself.

Oh wait i know. its something called RESPONSIBILITY.

Pulling out of hall is starting to become more and more of a reality. It's seriously starting to get irritating. Perhaps freedom is what i seek. My time is precious to me. and having to spend a lot of it engaged in hall activities just doesnt cut it. Or maybe its the freedom to do what i want to do without people telling me that i have to do things for them.

Ironically, the roles i'm being called to play is exactly the ones which i fulfill the best. Organise, call and pull people back to donate their time to the hall.
Bah. The dichotomy of events is just too bizarre. Needless to say, duty will be fulfilled, and then...

we'll see.

"and just as you want men to do to you, you do likewise"
Luke 6:31

Cool, did i say that?

Kant's Categorical Imperative

"act only according to that maxim by which you can at the same time will that it would become an universal law." - First formulation

basically, "do it only if you don't mind other people doing it as well, even to you."

simplified,

"do unto others as you would others do unto you."

So if anyone calls me a Kant, hey, i guess i am.

Luke's theory of hair evolution

from this:
to this:

and finally to one of these:




final product:
For better or for worse?

So this is what freedom tastes like.

Mmmmm. Tasty.

One last paper. MLE. Its getting to the point where im looking at the notes, and i think "hey, i've seen this before."

Ahahaha. Complacency will KILL me. bitch. Time to kick my own ass.

Completed Mechwarrior 4 Mercenaries. Mmmmmm. Destructive Therapy. The feeling of faux power with a 100 ton machine destroying other huge machines. Haha. Therapy indeed. Feeding my violent tendencies.

So many games to play! Dawn of War 3, Stubbs the Zombie...
2 more seasons for South Park.
Half a season of WLIIA.
Happy Feet, the Pick of Destiny, and a few other good shows to watch.
Mambo, mambo, mambo.
Tim's birthday bash. Drunk people all over the place.
1802 gathering- looking forward to that!
Haircut? Maaaaaybe. =p probably not.