Nighttime comes and heightens each sensation. The cool wind sweeps across my cheek, as i sit, pondering the days that go bye, so steadily that weeks disappear without a trace.
It seems like i could have been here... well forever. Essentially, i have. The mood has taken over, the sombre melancholy that comes with both acceptance and apathy. The ultima state of entropy, where nothing can be done.
Have i sunk so low?
Motivation seems to slip from my grasp. The resolve of today melts into the conflict of tomorrows emotions. Unable to hold on, grasping at straws, i struggle in the torrent of my life. Knowing that i should save myself from this maelstrom of emotion, i struggle. I yearn to release myself from this torment that strikes at my heart and soul.
But how can i save myself, if i do not even know where safety lies?
I'm lost in a world where nothing seems certain.
I used to be sure of myself.
Now im not so sure.
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